He left 6 days ago for his month long holiday in Albania which should be the perfect time to catch up with friends, go out, and have some time for myself. It should be but it isn't. Instead I have spent £30 just to hear his voice and cried multiple times when I thought about what he was doing.
I am always saying goodbye to him, I am usually the one waving from the airport gates, I have never been the one waiting at home, until now. This whole experience is made worse by the fact that we were pretty shakey prior to his departure. My attitude and overall bitchiness, lead to a 4 day break-up two weeks ago. We managed to recover days before he left but now I get to sit here, with a pile of my insecurities, wondering if Beni will realise being with an Albanian woman would be much easier than dating me.....
I need some time away from the city, it seems much colder without a cuddle buddy! Thank god I will be going home for some much needed time with friends and family in only 9 days!
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