Far away from smitten

Somewhere between smitten and student loans I became angry and bored.  With a financial aid gun to my grill, I have lost things (my mind, my reason, and my patience).  8 years of student loaning and poor credit history are coming back with a vengence...my UK experience hangs in the balance and all I can do is berate my boyfriend. 

I realize its not the best way to outsource my anger but try having an Albanian boyfriend who requires constant translation and explaination....sometimes I wonder if he's worth it.  I love him but I didn't sign up to be a teacher, I didn't sign up for 29 cousins and 12 brothers, and I certainly didn't agree to be the household coffee maker/translator/wardrobe consultant!  With a sick grandfather, a uncertain UK future, and a finance exam, I cannot handle Beni.  I can't handle anything about him.

At this moment....I hate his accent, I hate his crowded flat, I hate the way he says Baby, and I definately hate the way he thinks I get angry "so quickly"!  We have been together 6 months and I feel like we are married...it's on thin ice territory!  I love him madly but if I'm bored at 6 months, what the fuck is 1 year going to be like???